Hypocrite?

Prey, tell me,

before I eat your words alive;

what it is that my demon

has to do to survive

in a world where yours feasts aplenty

?

LOTD

the only validation you need to seek
is that of your highest self

How does that look?
A lot like your "god," I'll bet

Not for the feigned of heart

So you are "for" your choice,
but I have to ask why
you preserve life,
but then send men who kill children, to die
to line the pockets of the rich
who you pretend to be with,
always hoping they are with you


if you are with 'g~D'
then I'm pretty sure they are not
with you, as Jesus would never do
what they do to you,
ever


Stop throwing your money at them
they don't care about you
and yet they hope you believe
that you are one of, and just like: them

You are not, excepting your ignorance which is
your greatest sin.

RE:

Don't BE bitter
BE the love you always
knew you needed

instead of kicking me again

Then not only will you be the love,
but you will have the love...

the one you always needed

7.17.17 (Lucky sevens)

Every reality is a glimpse of
any spectrum...
colored or collared and chained
by mankind
because of what
we are

what if we were just beautiful, like the infinite, unnamed colors?

Stop screamin' at me

If you had seen me crying
If you had felt the way I felt

If you had been the measure
of all the pain, my heart would melt

When you stand here, with me
Feeling the blood drip down my skin

Can you feel the pain that I feel?
Can you hold me, deep within?

anowrecksia.x

You can't chug it down...

another bite of that filth

so you waste away,

becoming something new and shiny.


Is that just fear, whittling you away,

or

is this slow-motion suicide?



comebackaroundmyfriend

Writing a children's book.

I thought I saw you
on the other side
in that place where colors
marry
rainbows
and love guides your hand
toward my heart


but I can't feel you anymore

Where did you go?
I could not know what it is that you sought from me,
lest you tell me

in a roar
or a whisper

Where are you now?
I'm still lingering in that land where you promised me

your strength.

#fictionalcharacterslikeyou

3.31

The chug, chug, glug of the coffee
maker dripping what I want,
like always before

Today with no good morning
on my phone or
reason to rush home

I'll take another sip
from this familiar cup as
once again, it fills with pain

With each dripping,
ripping me
apart

Gale forced twins

You meant everything to me, in every breath,

on every breeze

tossed about on fettered dreams we sailed,

me 

and

you

just a whisper in the wind

#ohyoumeanweactuallyareallone

a new prayer

over this
heart of

mine, I hold my hands in a
yearning to do

good.
oh dear one, please
do not feel judged by my misunderstanding of You!


I pray you gift your patience to me, as I learn to be better-
      setting you free from my own ills. 

Excuse me

i
wanna bear
your scars

the way

you
wear your
scars

with

dignity, wisdom and grace

#weareone

a piece of mind

RAGE

DOUBT

ANGER

GUILT

SELF-LOATHING

SLOW SUICIDE

DISCORD

COWARDICE

LYIN'

FEAR
:SIN

_____________

p e a c e


#somechoiceschooseforyou
#whatyouseedependsonwhereyourestanding